Nick

08:03 pm: Chewing it over...
I know I can refine my artifact deck- I can even think of what methods it needs to kill by (quick, potent hits- no need to be flashy, but MUST get thru at all costs); but I can't seem to make it happen. The answer is at the very edge of my perception, but still- it's like chasing unified theory: you know if you solve the puzzle, it could mean everything, but no matter what you put in it, it still comes up short. I can almost see the answer, but when I try anything, there is either no difference or a drop in multiple categories- (speed, flexability, strength, etc.)

Artifacts can have incredible flexability and formiddable speed- but generally lack offensive capability (strength)
However: Artifacts also have event multiplicity and/or recursion (i.e.- they can do the same thing over and over or do it multiple times all at once)

And therein may lie my salvation- instead of hitting with a big 11/11 (and spending all that mana to do it) I may be able to utilize multiple incursions of small and set damage or loss of life (such as with triskelion or Disciple of the Vault) or small but increasing enhancements in power (such as with arcbound ravager or cranial plating)
but such things take Time- a resource that my artifact deck was made to be frugal with...

06:32 am: Hey everybody (mostly Dave), I'm back. I'm sorry I haven't written for while, but I had some important things to get done, and well, I still do...but that doesn't mean I have forgotten about talking to my friend(s)...I just haven't thought of any short conversations to have- most everything I have to talk about right now involves some long-winded story, but I'm not even sure if I could tell them properly. You can expect me to really start writing down things in the weeks to come, but it's six a.m. and I'm tired, so I'll just say "Good Night".

07:31 pm: It's been a while....
Just downloaded about ten Creedence Clearwater Revival Songs, plus I just made a "How would you like to meet my goblins as I fuck you up" deck, see what you think about it:

4 Goblin Lackey
4 Goblin Piledriver
3 Goblin War Buggy
3 Goblin Warchief
4 Mogg Fanatic
3 Siege-Gang Commander

4 Goblin Grenade
4 Incinerate
4 Lightning Bolt

3 Cursed Scroll
3 Skullclamp

4 Bloodstained Mire
13 Mountain
4 Wooded Foothills



You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


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08:18 pm: I need more....
Been staring at things for a while, wondering why life never moves until you stop watching it so intensely. Came to ponder about whether a society's morality affects it technological growth. As far as I see it, the two are vector-independent of one another, with the resultant being where our society progresses to. I'm beginning to think our ideals of "Right and Wrong" should only be coupled with technology in areas of extremely-dangerous impact, such development of global killers and other extreme cases, and not even in more conventional weapons design such as handguns, explosives, or even military-grade weaponry such as anti-aircraft missiles, aircraft carriers and the like. Boiled down, my argument is thus: morality only hampers technological development in many fields. Take, for example, the case of human cloning- if a certain paranoid-conservative nation hadn't banned all forms of human cloning, we could all ready be on track to engineering limb-replacement-surgical parts (ex: human arms, legs, ears, etc.) and giving a good financial reason to back the research of limb-replacement surgery. Or, if one does not like to open up to the possibilities of what is to come, then perhaps a case "what could have been" will make a more striking point. Lets us evaluate the dropping of the Atomic Bomb in Hiroshima- indeed, we killed many men, women, and children that day; and yes, it was an atrocious display of inhumanity, and maybe even a dishonorable act of desperation; BUT, DON'T YOU DARE THINK, NOT EVEN FOR A FUCKING SECOND, THAT IF THEY HAD COMPLETED THEIR ATOMIC BOMBS FIRST, THEY WOULDN'T HAVE USED THEM ON US- THEY HAD THE PLANS, AND WERE TRYING TO MAKE THEIR OWN WHEN WE ATTACKED FIRST. So, I'm sorry that it cost so many lives, but if the morality of men had not failed on that fateful time, WE would be the ones crying "FOUL!!!" and mourning our losses...Thank you for listening, ciao.

12:10 pm: An entry too long...
I've got finals this week, and I've got myself worked up into one constant near-panic attack. I mean I can't even get that horny lately,(only jerked off about 3-4 times last night, and only twice this morning), the stress is too much. I bought a new hentai film, "Sex Taxi"- it's an ok Fuck Fable, but the voice over's don't put any enthusiasm into their roles, not that I really to them much...Anyway, I have a little sliver of hope before finals- "The Hitchhiker's Guide to The Galaxy"-which I am going to see either friday or saturday, (hopefully with my friend, Dave(a.k.a.-the only guy who has ever read my journal)). I have one more thing planned besides that- Magic: The inebriation. Essentially, It's me, myself, Dave, and that asshole "I", drinking shots of rum and playing Magic: The Gathering. I have been thinking about adding a new twist- like having to drink a shot every time you get dealt more than 6 damage in one sitting and also after three turns, or something like that. Anyway, I may need more drinking money to but enough booze, so Dave, if you're listening, You got any cash?

Indecently,
Pratheon


P.S.DId you know I was thinking about refining my Sainted Multiplicity to become anti-control/reanimation deck?

04:52 pm: Dick & Deck
Been watching an unusual amount of porn lately, (and believe me, that's really saying something), I mean, I jerked off so many times, it started to hurt- I think it's this new diet I've been on. I leaves me with way too much free time, (and a little more horny). SO I stuck by a few older hobbies- Porn, Magic, Reading, contemplation, wandering, etc.
I think I might really like it, but I'm not sure if I want to give away the diet yet...
Anyway, I've had a lot of free time to work on some more deck Ideas, mostly a control-addition to my sainted Multiplicity (mainly, just some cheap discard w/ death cloud & Cranial Extraction) but I haven't finished it yet, so I'll just post what I narrowed it down to.

Deck is designed to take down Control, weenie, or speed decks

Control/Weenie/Speed Killer
4x Spiritmonger
4x Troll Ascetic
4x Duress
4x Cabal Therapy
4x Cranial Extraction
3x Pariah
4x Pernicious Deed
4x Harrow
3x Death Cloud or Catastrophe
4x Eternal Witness
2x Darksteel Colossus
4x Sakura-Tribe Elder
4x Birds Of Paradise
4x Persecute
Maybe 4x Distress
4x Soul Link
4x Night's Whisper
Land
4x Treetop Village
3x Spawning Pool
4x Forbidden Orchard
(haven't included basic lands yet)

09:10 pm: Accept....
I think I'm going to stop trying to get a girlfriend...if someone would want to be with me, they can come and tell me. I don't expect anyone, but that doesn't really disappoint me...

01:01 am: Back to Business
Now that I got a some of that [what I said last entry] off my chest, I can mention a few things that have changed...
First, I'm planning to help sell my house, and move down to florida. Second, I left Cabrini, and college in general, for about six months. In that time, there just wasn't much of my daily life worth talking about, or I wish to discuss at this time. Third, my cousin admitted to me that he was gay. This didn't come as a great shock to me, but I appreciated that he told...however, he mentioned the fact that I was the 32nd person to find out, right behind his fellow choir members, most of which he didn't normally talk to. I mean, christ! He was like a little brother to me, and I was the 32nd person to be told! [makes me glad to be mostly a loner] Anyway, third, I came to West Chester University as a transfer student. Fourth, I got setup at an apartment on the campus. Finally, the contractors hired on to finish the apartments before the fall semester started F@#k'ed up the job, big time, and I was sent to stay at a Formerly-condemned residence hall until October 31st.

12:40 am: I'm Back
I know, it's been more than a year since I last wrote, but some many things have changed that it's a miracle I even remember to go to classes everyday

03:29 pm: Life sucks (but not in the ever-so-friendly manner of a hooker)
I don't have enough money to pay for my textbooks, my tuition, the car I busted up, the X-box I planned on, the video games I wanted, or anything else I could want/need/fantasize about.
On top of my money issues, I broke up with my Girlfriend, I busted up my Dad's car, and I have started noticing some f'ed up side effects from the combination of pills I am on (My urine has a pH so low that it's actually dissolving the rust in my toilet and feels like I'm pissing Hydrochloric Acid)(My appetite goes from filled-to-the-brim to starving in seconds)(I keep gaining and losing weight for no reason). Well? Any suggestions?, besides the ever-so-cliche "Stop taking the pills" or something to that effect. I'm just speaking to the Wall, aren't I?

03:25 pm: Spank me, I've been naughty (but this time I got caught)
I have been handed a violation slip at college, for "Trespassing".
I don't even know what they are planning to do to me (but unlike
with sex slaves, it can't be good).

08:50 pm: coventry mall has magic card singles
Feeling up girlfriend, feeling fine...her I mean, not me. Business sucks, money is short and I'm still not getting any. My icon should have a devil humping his pitch fork.

10:24 pm: this is my first entry...can't talk now, my girlfriend is biting my neck.